1 00:00:07,333 --> 00:00:08,633 A med school professor 2 00:00:08,667 --> 00:00:11,304 once told me the hardest decision in surgery 3 00:00:11,337 --> 00:00:13,147 is knowing when to abandon a repair 4 00:00:13,172 --> 00:00:14,940 and just remove the whole organ. 5 00:00:14,941 --> 00:00:16,341 Firefighters are scrambling 6 00:00:16,342 --> 00:00:17,776 to contain this wildfire, 7 00:00:17,809 --> 00:00:20,612 the state's largest in recent history. 8 00:00:20,645 --> 00:00:23,081 Mandatory evacuation orders have been issued 9 00:00:23,082 --> 00:00:25,683 for residents in Fall City and the surrounding areas. 10 00:00:25,684 --> 00:00:27,619 Eastbound lanes are closed on I-90... 11 00:00:27,652 --> 00:00:29,688 If a spleen is shattered, 12 00:00:29,721 --> 00:00:32,492 we'll take it out to protect the rest of the body. 13 00:00:32,525 --> 00:00:34,815 Same with the section of colon or small bowel. 14 00:00:35,861 --> 00:00:38,864 The human body can survive a fair amount of loss. 15 00:00:38,897 --> 00:00:40,799 People live without an appendix, 16 00:00:40,832 --> 00:00:43,136 a kidney, tonsils, and more. 17 00:00:43,169 --> 00:00:45,670 Hey. Slow down. Where's the fire? 18 00:00:45,704 --> 00:00:47,639 Fall City, spreading fast. 19 00:00:47,640 --> 00:00:49,341 What? I meant that as a figure of speech. 20 00:00:49,342 --> 00:00:51,877 Well, we got paged. All hands on deck. 21 00:00:55,914 --> 00:00:57,116 Last night was fun. 22 00:00:57,150 --> 00:00:59,017 It was. Yeah. 23 00:00:59,050 --> 00:01:02,488 By the way, um, my parents are in town. 24 00:01:02,522 --> 00:01:04,055 I'd love for you to meet them. 25 00:01:05,657 --> 00:01:07,959 Kidding, and worth it. 26 00:01:11,062 --> 00:01:12,565 The body finds ways 27 00:01:12,598 --> 00:01:15,033 to compensate for what it's missing. 28 00:01:15,034 --> 00:01:17,269 But it will eventually reach a breaking point. 29 00:01:17,270 --> 00:01:19,305 Okay. All the windows are closed. 30 00:01:19,338 --> 00:01:21,541 Still smells like a campfire. 31 00:01:21,574 --> 00:01:22,974 It's the hospital. 32 00:01:23,008 --> 00:01:25,538 They're asking for all available staff to come in. 33 00:01:25,539 --> 00:01:28,513 Guess they forgot to remove me from the text alerts. 34 00:01:28,514 --> 00:01:30,681 Do you still have your work laptop, your phone, your badge? 35 00:01:30,682 --> 00:01:31,916 Yeah, you want to bring it back for me? 36 00:01:31,917 --> 00:01:33,218 When you talked to Catherine, did she tell you 37 00:01:33,219 --> 00:01:35,052 you were no longer chief or no longer a surgeon? 38 00:01:35,053 --> 00:01:37,390 I don't know. I kinda blacked out. 39 00:01:37,423 --> 00:01:39,192 Okay, Seattle Pres is evacuating. 40 00:01:39,225 --> 00:01:40,992 No, no. Get dressed. 41 00:01:41,026 --> 00:01:42,662 We need all the help we can get. 42 00:01:42,694 --> 00:01:44,497 Your body can only give up so much 43 00:01:44,530 --> 00:01:46,566 before it no longer works at all. 44 00:01:46,599 --> 00:01:48,668 No, it's closed. 45 00:01:48,669 --> 00:01:50,468 Don't they know we're working through a wildfire? 46 00:01:50,469 --> 00:01:51,937 I think that's the point. 47 00:01:51,970 --> 00:01:54,005 There's an entire cafeteria inside. 48 00:01:54,039 --> 00:01:57,610 Well, Jason gives me day-old pastries for free. 49 00:01:57,643 --> 00:02:00,279 Oh, nice suit. Coming from your career's funeral? 50 00:02:00,280 --> 00:02:01,479 I had a video interview 51 00:02:01,480 --> 00:02:02,980 with Chicago's program director. 52 00:02:02,981 --> 00:02:04,082 How did it go? 53 00:02:04,116 --> 00:02:05,917 Uh, they offered me the spot. 54 00:02:05,951 --> 00:02:08,187 Oh. Congratulations, Skywalker. 55 00:02:08,221 --> 00:02:09,754 Hey, you owe me 20 bucks. 56 00:02:09,755 --> 00:02:11,590 I bet that you'd be gone by the end of the year. 57 00:02:11,591 --> 00:02:13,225 I'll give you 20 bucks to be gone now. 58 00:02:13,226 --> 00:02:14,427 Did you accept it? 59 00:02:14,460 --> 00:02:15,894 I said I'd think about it. 60 00:02:17,896 --> 00:02:20,266 Dorian. What are you doing here? 61 00:02:20,299 --> 00:02:21,701 They needed my room, 62 00:02:21,702 --> 00:02:23,235 too many patients from the fire. 63 00:02:23,236 --> 00:02:24,603 Oh, I'm so sorry about that. 64 00:02:24,604 --> 00:02:25,870 No worries. 65 00:02:25,871 --> 00:02:27,672 A bed opened at the skilled nursing facility. 66 00:02:27,673 --> 00:02:29,275 Oh. I'm being discharged. 67 00:02:29,308 --> 00:02:30,710 That's great. 68 00:02:30,711 --> 00:02:32,677 I'm hoping I won't be here much longer. 69 00:02:32,678 --> 00:02:34,078 Well, you've obviously never been discharged 70 00:02:34,079 --> 00:02:37,316 from a hospital before, especially during a wildfire. 71 00:02:37,350 --> 00:02:40,885 And you've obviously never worked at one in a wildfire. 72 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:44,055 I paged you 26 minutes ago. 73 00:02:44,089 --> 00:02:46,325 If you're not dressed in the next 4... 74 00:02:46,359 --> 00:02:47,493 -Bye, Dorian. -Oh! 75 00:02:47,526 --> 00:02:49,562 See you! 76 00:02:51,597 --> 00:02:53,167 I'll make sure and say goodbye. 77 00:02:59,171 --> 00:03:00,740 Okay. 78 00:03:02,641 --> 00:03:06,378 Let's push these two laminectomies 79 00:03:06,379 --> 00:03:08,748 and reschedule Ms. Feuer's knee replacement. 80 00:03:08,780 --> 00:03:12,451 So...move the whole ortho schedule to next week. 81 00:03:12,485 --> 00:03:15,020 Hey. Hey, I, uh, I need some help. 82 00:03:15,021 --> 00:03:16,721 Didn't you just finish an overnight shift? 83 00:03:16,722 --> 00:03:18,123 Well, tell that to the wildfires. 84 00:03:18,124 --> 00:03:19,358 Can I steal him? 85 00:03:19,392 --> 00:03:21,127 Oh, I'm on ortho. Sure. 86 00:03:21,160 --> 00:03:23,629 There are a hundred other residents, 87 00:03:23,630 --> 00:03:25,230 and you know how I feel about birth. 88 00:03:25,231 --> 00:03:27,032 And I know how you feel about peds. 89 00:03:27,033 --> 00:03:29,634 There are NICU transfers coming in from Seattle Pres, 90 00:03:29,635 --> 00:03:31,145 and Beltran needs extra help. 91 00:03:32,171 --> 00:03:35,508 Bye. Thank you, thank you! 92 00:03:35,541 --> 00:03:37,176 Charge Nurse, call the... 93 00:03:37,177 --> 00:03:38,543 I just hope we don't run into her. 94 00:03:38,544 --> 00:03:40,011 - Teddy. - Hey. 95 00:03:40,045 --> 00:03:42,481 I'm so sorry. Oh, it was my decision to fund you. 96 00:03:42,482 --> 00:03:44,382 I'm just - I'm sorry that your research is in jeopardy. 97 00:03:44,383 --> 00:03:46,352 Well, we don't know it is. 98 00:03:46,353 --> 00:03:48,018 Why wouldn't Catherine just call you directly? 99 00:03:48,019 --> 00:03:49,554 Oh, she knows once I heard about Teddy, 100 00:03:49,555 --> 00:03:50,821 I would jump right on a plane. 101 00:03:50,822 --> 00:03:52,491 It's a pretty good power move. 102 00:03:56,362 --> 00:03:57,962 Also a good power move. 103 00:03:57,963 --> 00:04:00,165 I would think that Catherine would have security 104 00:04:00,166 --> 00:04:01,801 tackling us by now. 105 00:04:03,569 --> 00:04:05,338 If I have access to this building, 106 00:04:05,339 --> 00:04:07,004 then that means there's room to negotiate. 107 00:04:07,005 --> 00:04:08,840 With what leverage? 108 00:04:08,873 --> 00:04:10,242 Our research. 109 00:04:10,243 --> 00:04:11,842 No matter what she thinks of us, 110 00:04:11,843 --> 00:04:13,178 she will not stand in the way 111 00:04:13,179 --> 00:04:14,879 of scientific progress. 112 00:04:14,913 --> 00:04:17,015 Okay. So what are you suggesting? 113 00:04:17,048 --> 00:04:18,818 We present yesterday's findings. 114 00:04:18,850 --> 00:04:20,686 The work speaks for itself. 115 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:23,389 She cannot deny that with a power move. 116 00:04:23,390 --> 00:04:24,622 When you have all the power, 117 00:04:24,623 --> 00:04:26,525 I think it's just called a move. 118 00:04:26,559 --> 00:04:28,527 Well, we have moves, too. 119 00:04:28,561 --> 00:04:31,564 Every resident came in except Bradley and Kaneko. 120 00:04:31,565 --> 00:04:32,863 They were evacuating their apartments, 121 00:04:32,864 --> 00:04:34,232 but they'll be back when they can. 122 00:04:34,233 --> 00:04:35,401 Oh, they're excused. 123 00:04:35,434 --> 00:04:36,535 Uh... 124 00:04:36,536 --> 00:04:39,036 Well, spit it out, Griffith. 125 00:04:39,037 --> 00:04:40,706 I think Adams is gonna leave. 126 00:04:40,740 --> 00:04:42,907 Oh, uh. Dr. Fox hasn't decided that yet. 127 00:04:42,941 --> 00:04:45,444 He got offered a second-year spot in Chicago. 128 00:04:45,478 --> 00:04:46,846 Any available orderlies... 129 00:04:46,847 --> 00:04:48,279 Good for him. You don't want him to stay? 130 00:04:48,280 --> 00:04:50,349 It's not up to me or you. 131 00:04:50,383 --> 00:04:52,118 Alright. Listen up, everyone. 132 00:04:52,151 --> 00:04:53,753 As of this morning, 133 00:04:53,754 --> 00:04:55,953 Grey-Sloan is the only level 1 trauma center 134 00:04:55,954 --> 00:04:58,190 operating in the Seattle region. 135 00:04:58,191 --> 00:05:00,158 Now, these fires are not easy to extinguish... 136 00:05:00,159 --> 00:05:01,459 ...and this wind is not letting up. 137 00:05:01,460 --> 00:05:04,530 This could go on for some time, maybe days. 138 00:05:04,563 --> 00:05:07,099 If any of you need help, ask for it. 139 00:05:07,133 --> 00:05:09,435 Okay? Let's get to work. 140 00:05:09,468 --> 00:05:11,737 Oh, Link, we have a helicopter 141 00:05:11,738 --> 00:05:13,138 coming in with an injured firefighter 142 00:05:13,139 --> 00:05:15,073 with an open fracture. A firefighter? 143 00:05:15,074 --> 00:05:17,509 Oh, it's, uh, it's Theo Ruiz, and Ben's with him. 144 00:05:17,510 --> 00:05:19,445 Uh, Theo's family. I'm coming, too. 145 00:05:23,582 --> 00:05:24,983 I'm so sorry, Garrett. 146 00:05:24,984 --> 00:05:26,351 The operating rooms are being held 147 00:05:26,352 --> 00:05:28,621 for wildfire victims and trauma patients. 148 00:05:28,622 --> 00:05:30,522 But we're working on getting your Triple-A repair 149 00:05:30,523 --> 00:05:31,922 rescheduled as soon as possible. 150 00:05:31,923 --> 00:05:33,159 Yeah. I get it. 151 00:05:33,192 --> 00:05:34,993 I was at Woodstock '99, 152 00:05:35,026 --> 00:05:37,496 so I know what disaster looks like. 153 00:05:37,530 --> 00:05:39,598 How high do you think the AQI is? 154 00:05:39,632 --> 00:05:42,568 Well, we can get you a KN95 mask for your drive home. 155 00:05:42,569 --> 00:05:44,001 Oh, I'm not worried about me. 156 00:05:44,002 --> 00:05:46,003 It's that vinyl is sensitive to, uh, changes 157 00:05:46,004 --> 00:05:48,307 in temperature and moisture and air quality. 158 00:05:48,340 --> 00:05:49,970 Garrett manages Both Sides Now. 159 00:05:49,974 --> 00:05:51,943 I love listening to records there... 160 00:05:51,944 --> 00:05:53,378 and occasionally buying one. 161 00:05:53,379 --> 00:05:54,946 Cool. 162 00:05:54,979 --> 00:05:57,750 Well, I'll stop by on my way home and check on things. 163 00:05:57,751 --> 00:05:59,284 I just hope traffic's not too bad. 164 00:05:59,285 --> 00:06:00,952 Apologies, I'm being paged. 165 00:06:00,985 --> 00:06:02,188 But I will call you later 166 00:06:02,189 --> 00:06:03,288 once we have you back on the schedule. 167 00:06:03,289 --> 00:06:04,499 Alright, cool. Alright. 168 00:06:05,558 --> 00:06:07,159 Uh, your - your shop... 169 00:06:07,193 --> 00:06:09,495 You got any Coltrane? 170 00:06:09,528 --> 00:06:12,164 John or Alice? I got both. 171 00:06:14,200 --> 00:06:16,469 Garrett, you feeling pain? 172 00:06:16,502 --> 00:06:19,037 Some cramping in my stomach and back, 173 00:06:19,070 --> 00:06:20,606 but it's not that bad. 174 00:06:20,639 --> 00:06:23,175 You have an abdominal aortic aneurysm. 175 00:06:23,209 --> 00:06:24,643 Change back into your gown. 176 00:06:24,644 --> 00:06:26,311 Let's get some scans just to be safe. 177 00:06:26,312 --> 00:06:27,646 Hm. Alright. 178 00:06:31,409 --> 00:06:34,352 Alright, Ben, what do we got? 179 00:06:34,353 --> 00:06:35,987 Theo Ruiz, 37-year-old male, 180 00:06:35,988 --> 00:06:37,422 crushed by a large tree branch. 181 00:06:37,423 --> 00:06:39,692 Abdominal crush injury, unstable pelvis, 182 00:06:39,693 --> 00:06:41,593 femoral fracture with tourniquet placed in the field. 183 00:06:41,594 --> 00:06:43,528 BP dropped and we intubated him en route. 184 00:06:43,529 --> 00:06:45,996 Systolics now holding around 110 after 3 liters of NS. 185 00:06:45,997 --> 00:06:47,433 Let's get him inside. 186 00:06:49,668 --> 00:06:51,370 How is it out there? 187 00:06:51,403 --> 00:06:54,233 We'll be lucky if this is the worst that we bring in today. 188 00:07:05,700 --> 00:07:07,602 Where's Beltran? 189 00:07:07,635 --> 00:07:09,937 Can I give you some advice? 190 00:07:09,938 --> 00:07:11,671 How is that answering my question? 191 00:07:11,672 --> 00:07:13,341 Beltran is a kick-ass surgeon. 192 00:07:13,342 --> 00:07:15,442 She doesn't have time to play 20 questions with you. 193 00:07:15,443 --> 00:07:17,078 You need to chill out around her. 194 00:07:17,111 --> 00:07:18,921 You think I ask too many questions? 195 00:07:19,312 --> 00:07:21,182 I am showing interest. 196 00:07:21,215 --> 00:07:24,085 You are sucking up to get the peds fellowship. 197 00:07:24,118 --> 00:07:25,953 Every candidate has an advantage. 198 00:07:25,987 --> 00:07:27,320 I think mine are my 199 00:07:27,321 --> 00:07:29,523 pre-existing relationships here at Grey-Sloan. 200 00:07:29,524 --> 00:07:31,558 Schmitt, we've got seven transfer patients on the way up. 201 00:07:31,559 --> 00:07:32,927 Can you help with intake? 202 00:07:32,960 --> 00:07:35,196 Yeah. Oh, one had a biliary atresia repair. 203 00:07:35,197 --> 00:07:37,329 I was just reading about the Kasai procedure. 204 00:07:37,330 --> 00:07:39,166 Have you ever done one of those? Yes, I've done three. 205 00:07:39,167 --> 00:07:40,935 Amazing. What were the outcomes? 206 00:07:40,936 --> 00:07:42,402 Did anyone get a transplant? 207 00:07:42,403 --> 00:07:43,537 Schmitt, it's the NICU. 208 00:07:43,538 --> 00:07:44,988 You can keep your voice down. 209 00:07:45,006 --> 00:07:46,808 Um, if you were to... 210 00:07:46,809 --> 00:07:48,341 Okay, hand your tag to that nurse, 211 00:07:48,342 --> 00:07:49,342 and they'll set you up. 212 00:07:49,343 --> 00:07:51,311 Over here. E-Excuse me. 213 00:07:51,345 --> 00:07:52,780 My son and his husband, 214 00:07:52,814 --> 00:07:53,981 they were camping, 215 00:07:53,982 --> 00:07:55,148 and I-I can't reach either of them. 216 00:07:55,149 --> 00:07:56,550 Can - Can you - Can you tell me 217 00:07:56,551 --> 00:07:57,717 if they're patients here? 218 00:07:57,718 --> 00:07:58,819 Yeah. They'll help you at the desk. 219 00:07:58,820 --> 00:08:00,488 No, they don't know anything. 220 00:08:00,489 --> 00:08:02,088 Their names aren't in the system, 221 00:08:02,089 --> 00:08:04,024 and - and they're too busy to check on all the John Does. 222 00:08:04,025 --> 00:08:06,227 Look, I know they're grown men 223 00:08:06,228 --> 00:08:08,094 and cell reception isn't great out there, 224 00:08:08,095 --> 00:08:11,232 but I-I'm a mom, and I worry. 225 00:08:11,265 --> 00:08:12,667 What are their names? 226 00:08:12,700 --> 00:08:15,236 Thank you. Nathan Bates and Andrew Smith. 227 00:08:15,269 --> 00:08:18,072 Uh, also, all those people are looking for people, too. 228 00:08:19,774 --> 00:08:21,576 Okay, ma'am. 229 00:08:23,678 --> 00:08:25,880 I'm doing the best I can. 230 00:08:25,913 --> 00:08:27,515 I can feel a left femoral pulse. 231 00:08:27,516 --> 00:08:29,716 Okay, let's get some more O-neg on standby. 232 00:08:29,717 --> 00:08:31,385 Theo's lost a lot of blood. 233 00:08:31,386 --> 00:08:33,220 We had to use a chainsaw to get that tree off of him. 234 00:08:33,221 --> 00:08:34,855 What? He didn't see it coming? He did. 235 00:08:34,856 --> 00:08:36,356 He pushed Montgomery out of the way. 236 00:08:36,357 --> 00:08:38,191 My badge was deactivated. I was definitely fired. 237 00:08:38,192 --> 00:08:39,226 I'm sorry. Wait, what?! 238 00:08:39,227 --> 00:08:40,494 It's a long story. 239 00:08:40,495 --> 00:08:41,928 Oh, damn it. That does not look good. 240 00:08:41,929 --> 00:08:43,196 He's got vascular compromise. 241 00:08:43,197 --> 00:08:44,030 You've got to save his leg. 242 00:08:44,031 --> 00:08:45,199 His job's his life. 243 00:08:45,200 --> 00:08:46,366 Okay, there's free fluid in his abdomen. 244 00:08:46,367 --> 00:08:47,400 He - He needs an ex-lap. 245 00:08:47,401 --> 00:08:49,003 Okay. 246 00:08:49,004 --> 00:08:50,237 As - As long as his BP continues to hold, 247 00:08:50,238 --> 00:08:51,572 we can scan him. 248 00:08:51,573 --> 00:08:52,706 Bailey, you said it yourself, 249 00:08:52,707 --> 00:08:53,774 Theo is family. 250 00:08:53,808 --> 00:08:55,509 You both need to step outside. 251 00:08:55,543 --> 00:08:57,245 We will update you, okay? 252 00:08:57,246 --> 00:08:58,712 Hey. The hospital emergency coordinator 253 00:08:58,713 --> 00:09:00,080 wants to talk to you. What? Now? 254 00:09:00,081 --> 00:09:02,550 I-It's about our pre-evacuation plan. 255 00:09:02,583 --> 00:09:04,085 I'll be a few minutes. Okay. 256 00:09:04,118 --> 00:09:05,688 Alright, look, I'll take Ruiz. 257 00:09:05,689 --> 00:09:07,487 He needs surgery and you're short surgeons. 258 00:09:07,488 --> 00:09:09,422 Catherine can't blame me for saving a firefighter. 259 00:09:09,423 --> 00:09:11,157 Thank you. Alright, bring me up to speed. 260 00:09:11,158 --> 00:09:12,293 37-year-old male, 261 00:09:12,294 --> 00:09:13,460 crushed by a large tree branch, 262 00:09:13,461 --> 00:09:15,096 blood pressure holding. 263 00:09:24,305 --> 00:09:26,774 Stay still, please, Garrett. 264 00:09:26,807 --> 00:09:28,609 You know, Maxine loves that song. 265 00:09:28,643 --> 00:09:30,544 Well, how's she doing? 266 00:09:30,578 --> 00:09:32,580 She worried about the fires? 267 00:09:32,613 --> 00:09:35,249 Uh, more like annoyed that they might mean 268 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:37,685 her hot yoga retreat is postponed. 269 00:09:39,320 --> 00:09:40,821 Ah, I'm just in time. 270 00:09:40,855 --> 00:09:42,623 Okay. What do you see? 271 00:09:42,657 --> 00:09:44,292 His aneurysm ruptured. 272 00:09:44,293 --> 00:09:46,026 Fortunately, it's still contained. 273 00:09:46,027 --> 00:09:49,096 Let's book an OR and prep him for an open repair. 274 00:09:49,097 --> 00:09:51,631 You and Dr. Ndugu don't want to go in endovascularly? 275 00:09:51,632 --> 00:09:53,935 Well, Dr. Ndugu had to run to an emergent CABG. 276 00:09:53,936 --> 00:09:55,001 I'm flying solo. 277 00:09:55,002 --> 00:09:56,771 As for Garrett, he's young, 278 00:09:56,804 --> 00:09:58,773 surgically speaking. 279 00:09:58,806 --> 00:10:00,676 An open surgery has better outcomes 280 00:10:00,677 --> 00:10:02,142 for someone with his history. 281 00:10:02,143 --> 00:10:04,044 But we studied the endovascular procedure. 282 00:10:04,045 --> 00:10:07,248 Well, if you two aren't confident retracting, 283 00:10:07,249 --> 00:10:09,015 I'm sure someone else can handle it. 284 00:10:09,016 --> 00:10:10,684 Well, I'm confident. I retract in my sleep. 285 00:10:10,685 --> 00:10:12,118 Okay, well, then, page me when he's ready. 286 00:10:12,119 --> 00:10:13,487 And study up. 287 00:10:13,488 --> 00:10:14,888 The one who's most prepared 288 00:10:14,889 --> 00:10:16,958 will get to do more than retract. 289 00:10:16,991 --> 00:10:19,160 Dr. Spence to Pediatrics. 290 00:10:19,193 --> 00:10:20,823 Dr. Kendal Spence to Pediatrics. 291 00:10:31,484 --> 00:10:34,207 How about you see patients 292 00:10:34,208 --> 00:10:35,809 instead of updating your socials? 293 00:10:35,810 --> 00:10:37,143 How about you make yourself useful 294 00:10:37,144 --> 00:10:39,780 and post the link I sent everyone? 295 00:10:39,814 --> 00:10:41,849 Fall City Wildfire People Locator. 296 00:10:41,850 --> 00:10:42,983 Yeah, it's a shared database 297 00:10:42,984 --> 00:10:43,984 put together on my phone. 298 00:10:43,985 --> 00:10:45,286 There's over 100 people. 299 00:10:45,287 --> 00:10:47,053 Yeah, might be more if you post the link. 300 00:10:47,054 --> 00:10:48,289 I'll post. 301 00:10:48,322 --> 00:10:49,857 You have bed 3. 302 00:10:49,890 --> 00:10:51,625 Dr. Wagner to Radiology. 303 00:10:51,659 --> 00:10:53,661 Dr. Wagner to Radiology. 304 00:10:53,662 --> 00:10:54,527 Molly Tran? 305 00:10:54,528 --> 00:10:55,495 I'm Dr. Adams. 306 00:10:55,496 --> 00:10:56,964 How are you doing? 307 00:10:56,965 --> 00:10:58,531 Um, I have a small sprain and what's probably 308 00:10:58,532 --> 00:11:00,167 just smoke inhalation. 309 00:11:00,168 --> 00:11:02,168 You have asthma and you were wheezing in the car. 310 00:11:02,169 --> 00:11:03,269 We should make sure you aren't having 311 00:11:03,270 --> 00:11:04,705 a major bronchospasm. 312 00:11:04,706 --> 00:11:05,872 Okay. Mind if I listen? 313 00:11:05,873 --> 00:11:08,377 Yeah. 314 00:11:08,378 --> 00:11:10,010 Chief Ortho Resident, call in patient services. 315 00:11:10,011 --> 00:11:11,712 Take a deep breath. 316 00:11:12,699 --> 00:11:14,748 Are you doctors? 317 00:11:14,749 --> 00:11:16,418 I'm in pharmacy school. 318 00:11:16,451 --> 00:11:18,052 He reads too much WebMD. 319 00:11:18,085 --> 00:11:19,754 How long have you had asthma? 320 00:11:19,787 --> 00:11:21,856 Um, hang on... 321 00:11:24,359 --> 00:11:25,559 Diagnosed at 17. 322 00:11:27,762 --> 00:11:30,064 I was in a car accident a few years ago. 323 00:11:30,065 --> 00:11:31,798 Spent a month in a coma, and when I woke up, 324 00:11:31,799 --> 00:11:33,367 I couldn't remember my parents, 325 00:11:33,368 --> 00:11:35,036 my cat, or medicine. 326 00:11:35,037 --> 00:11:36,536 Well, now I'm back in pharmacy school 327 00:11:36,537 --> 00:11:38,005 and learning it all again. 328 00:11:38,006 --> 00:11:39,806 As if it wasn't hard enough the first time. 329 00:11:39,807 --> 00:11:41,909 Yeah, thank God I kept my flashcards. 330 00:11:41,910 --> 00:11:43,610 Alright, I'm going to run some labs, 331 00:11:43,611 --> 00:11:45,979 uh, order a chest X-ray, and nebulizer treatment. 332 00:11:45,980 --> 00:11:47,615 I'll be right back. 333 00:11:47,616 --> 00:11:49,816 And while we don't yet understand the causality, 334 00:11:49,817 --> 00:11:52,953 there is a clear correlation. 335 00:11:52,987 --> 00:11:55,256 So you found a correlation between things 336 00:11:55,289 --> 00:11:56,857 I asked you not to study. 337 00:11:56,858 --> 00:11:58,224 Well, we haven't actually spoken about it. 338 00:11:58,225 --> 00:12:00,561 Things you said to my face 339 00:12:00,594 --> 00:12:02,296 you would stop researching. 340 00:12:02,329 --> 00:12:04,765 We are this close to being able to prove 341 00:12:04,799 --> 00:12:07,601 that Alzheimer's could be preventable. 342 00:12:07,602 --> 00:12:09,503 You have to admit that's a game-changer. 343 00:12:09,504 --> 00:12:11,406 I don't have to admit anything. 344 00:12:11,440 --> 00:12:14,608 You went behind my back using my money, 345 00:12:14,642 --> 00:12:17,878 two of my best and formerly most trusted surgeons. 346 00:12:17,912 --> 00:12:19,481 Give me one good reason 347 00:12:19,482 --> 00:12:21,681 I shouldn't just end your career right now. 348 00:12:21,682 --> 00:12:24,553 I'll give you 6.7 million reasons. 349 00:12:24,554 --> 00:12:26,086 That's the amount of Americans 350 00:12:26,087 --> 00:12:27,822 living with Alzheimer's today. 351 00:12:27,823 --> 00:12:29,289 And there's another half a million 352 00:12:29,290 --> 00:12:31,091 that will be diagnosed by year's end. 353 00:12:31,092 --> 00:12:32,793 And for every man that suffers, 354 00:12:32,827 --> 00:12:34,563 two women suffer. 355 00:12:34,564 --> 00:12:36,430 Think about what this could mean for their children, 356 00:12:36,431 --> 00:12:38,165 for their grandchildren 357 00:12:38,199 --> 00:12:40,835 if we could diagnose them before symptoms start, 358 00:12:40,868 --> 00:12:42,303 or if we could tell them 359 00:12:42,336 --> 00:12:44,905 that they're predisposed to this disease. 360 00:12:44,939 --> 00:12:47,308 I am sorry that I went behind your back. 361 00:12:47,342 --> 00:12:50,778 I honestly never did intend to use Fox Foundation funds. 362 00:12:50,811 --> 00:12:52,481 But we're here now. 363 00:12:52,514 --> 00:12:55,284 Don't you want to be on the forefront of fighting this? 364 00:12:57,885 --> 00:12:59,875 You're right. This changes everything. 365 00:13:01,356 --> 00:13:03,724 Fox Foundation should be leading the way. 366 00:13:05,693 --> 00:13:07,462 Would $5 million help? 367 00:13:07,496 --> 00:13:08,929 Yes. Yes. 368 00:13:08,930 --> 00:13:11,131 Yeah, I mean, we could expand the sample size. 369 00:13:11,132 --> 00:13:13,182 We could do a 5-year longitudinal study. 370 00:13:13,183 --> 00:13:14,067 Great. Okay. 371 00:13:14,068 --> 00:13:15,604 So... 372 00:13:15,636 --> 00:13:18,105 I would like for you to deliver your notes, 373 00:13:18,139 --> 00:13:20,609 your data, all your models, 374 00:13:20,641 --> 00:13:22,611 all of your work to Tom Koracick. 375 00:13:22,643 --> 00:13:23,944 Um, Koracick? 376 00:13:23,978 --> 00:13:25,028 Yes, you know Tom. 377 00:13:25,045 --> 00:13:26,515 Brilliant neurosurgeon, 378 00:13:26,516 --> 00:13:27,714 insufferable know-it-all, 379 00:13:27,715 --> 00:13:29,216 and tireless Lothario... 380 00:13:29,250 --> 00:13:30,485 He'll be taking over. 381 00:13:30,519 --> 00:13:32,354 Wait, I don't understand. 382 00:13:32,387 --> 00:13:34,054 You said yourself. 383 00:13:34,088 --> 00:13:36,824 Fox resources funded all the research. 384 00:13:36,857 --> 00:13:40,362 That means it all belongs to the Fox Foundation. 385 00:13:40,395 --> 00:13:43,197 So hand it over by end of day, 386 00:13:43,230 --> 00:13:46,333 and the two of you get to keep your jobs. 387 00:13:46,368 --> 00:13:48,836 Same thing for Altman. 388 00:13:48,869 --> 00:13:51,906 But this project is no longer yours. 389 00:13:57,200 --> 00:13:59,470 His vein has completely collapsed. 390 00:13:59,471 --> 00:14:00,369 We've lost IV access on his left side. 391 00:14:00,370 --> 00:14:02,171 We can't lose Ruiz. 392 00:14:02,172 --> 00:14:03,372 He might not work at 19 anymore, but he's still one of us. 393 00:14:03,373 --> 00:14:04,608 You should be in there. 394 00:14:04,609 --> 00:14:06,476 Altman and Lincoln are perfectly capable. 395 00:14:06,477 --> 00:14:08,111 I need you in there. 396 00:14:08,112 --> 00:14:09,144 I need to know it's your hands trying to fix him. 397 00:14:09,145 --> 00:14:11,014 Did his repeat HandH come back yet? 398 00:14:11,047 --> 00:14:12,849 Please. 399 00:14:12,882 --> 00:14:14,250 IO's placed. 400 00:14:14,251 --> 00:14:15,884 Alright, we need to get him to CT ASAP. 401 00:14:15,885 --> 00:14:16,985 Okay, then I'll meet you in the OR. 402 00:14:16,986 --> 00:14:18,756 You sure that's a good idea? 403 00:14:18,757 --> 00:14:20,989 You'll need all the best hands you have in there, 404 00:14:20,990 --> 00:14:22,693 and mine are pretty damn good. 405 00:14:22,694 --> 00:14:24,059 Alright. Let's get ready to move. 406 00:14:24,060 --> 00:14:26,630 Let's get another unit of crash blood. 407 00:14:28,131 --> 00:14:30,121 Have you put in the trauma CT order set? 408 00:14:30,326 --> 00:14:33,670 More traction on your side, Millin. 409 00:14:33,671 --> 00:14:35,271 Mm-hmm. 410 00:14:35,272 --> 00:14:36,405 Okay. There, that's better. 411 00:14:36,406 --> 00:14:37,874 Now, hypothetically, 412 00:14:37,875 --> 00:14:40,208 If I clamp the aorta, and there's still bleeding 413 00:14:40,209 --> 00:14:41,711 from the posterior wall, where's it coming from? 414 00:14:41,712 --> 00:14:43,846 The - The lumbar arteries. 415 00:14:43,880 --> 00:14:45,649 Correct. What do we do then? 416 00:14:45,683 --> 00:14:47,283 You oversew it. You st- 417 00:14:47,284 --> 00:14:48,216 Yasuda's right. 418 00:14:48,217 --> 00:14:49,720 Alright. 419 00:14:49,753 --> 00:14:52,021 The posterior parachute is done. 420 00:14:52,055 --> 00:14:54,324 And shall I ask a tie-breaker 421 00:14:54,357 --> 00:14:57,126 to see who gets to suture the anterior wall? 422 00:14:57,160 --> 00:14:58,629 Yes. Well, cou- 423 00:14:58,662 --> 00:15:00,664 Could we both do some of it? 424 00:15:00,698 --> 00:15:02,018 Well, I guess that'll work. 425 00:15:02,031 --> 00:15:04,233 Okay, Millin, you take the needle driver. 426 00:15:04,267 --> 00:15:06,804 Yasuda, you follow her with the anastomosis. 427 00:15:06,805 --> 00:15:07,936 You need to keep it tight, okay? 428 00:15:07,937 --> 00:15:09,204 And then you'll switch. Okay. 429 00:15:09,205 --> 00:15:10,541 Yeah. Thank you. 430 00:15:10,542 --> 00:15:11,907 Now, take healthy bites, Millin, 431 00:15:11,908 --> 00:15:14,010 on both the aorta and the Dacron graft 432 00:15:14,043 --> 00:15:15,345 or the suture won't hold. 433 00:15:15,378 --> 00:15:17,146 Am I following you okay? Yeah. 434 00:15:17,180 --> 00:15:18,816 Um, thank you for asking. 435 00:15:18,817 --> 00:15:20,215 Oh, I'm mostly bringing it up 436 00:15:20,216 --> 00:15:21,451 so that you do a good job when it's my turn. 437 00:15:21,452 --> 00:15:23,152 Alright. 438 00:15:23,186 --> 00:15:24,488 Ah. 439 00:15:24,521 --> 00:15:25,656 How does that look? 440 00:15:25,689 --> 00:15:27,825 Uh, still not enough artery. 441 00:15:27,826 --> 00:15:29,592 You know, just go with it, though, okay? 442 00:15:29,593 --> 00:15:31,160 We poke too many needle holes, 443 00:15:31,161 --> 00:15:33,395 and we'll have to deal with suture line bleeding. 444 00:15:33,396 --> 00:15:35,733 That's better. Okay. 445 00:15:35,766 --> 00:15:37,568 I'm going to tie it down for you. 446 00:15:37,569 --> 00:15:38,634 We ready to continue? 447 00:15:38,635 --> 00:15:40,771 Game on. You got it. 448 00:15:40,804 --> 00:15:43,005 Get ready to reload your needle. 449 00:15:43,039 --> 00:15:45,007 We are already over capacity. 450 00:15:45,008 --> 00:15:47,710 I have patients stuck in ORs 'cause the PACUs are full. 451 00:15:47,711 --> 00:15:50,079 I don't have time to this bureaucratic bull- 452 00:15:50,113 --> 00:15:51,347 Hello? 453 00:15:51,381 --> 00:15:52,549 Damn it. 454 00:15:52,550 --> 00:15:53,982 We're running out of IV pain meds. 455 00:15:53,983 --> 00:15:55,952 How long till we get more? No idea. 456 00:15:55,953 --> 00:15:57,052 There's just too much red tape. 457 00:15:57,053 --> 00:15:58,454 We're going to have to start rationing. 458 00:15:58,455 --> 00:16:00,322 How do you decide who gets it and who has to suffer? 459 00:16:00,323 --> 00:16:02,057 Well, if you can think of a way, then, please, let me know. 460 00:16:02,058 --> 00:16:03,091 What's the CT show? 461 00:16:03,092 --> 00:16:04,259 BP started bottoming out 462 00:16:04,260 --> 00:16:05,260 so we're heading straight to surgery. 463 00:16:05,261 --> 00:16:06,311 Okay. 464 00:16:08,438 --> 00:16:12,635 Dr. Altman, where do you think you're going? 465 00:16:12,636 --> 00:16:13,903 To the OR. 466 00:16:14,210 --> 00:16:17,239 Catherine, he's a firefighter. 467 00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:19,710 Unless Grey has turned in all of her research, 468 00:16:19,711 --> 00:16:21,477 you still don't work at this hospital. 469 00:16:21,478 --> 00:16:23,614 Okay. If you need to go on some power trip, 470 00:16:23,647 --> 00:16:25,214 I can't stop you, 471 00:16:25,215 --> 00:16:27,282 but I have too many patients, not enough doctors. 472 00:16:27,283 --> 00:16:29,152 So if this man dies because your ego 473 00:16:29,153 --> 00:16:31,319 won't let one of our best doctors do her job, 474 00:16:31,320 --> 00:16:33,256 then his blood will be on your hands. 475 00:16:40,396 --> 00:16:41,665 Let's go. 476 00:16:46,503 --> 00:16:48,938 How close were you to the fire? 477 00:16:48,971 --> 00:16:51,201 I saw flames on a hill, which means too close. 478 00:16:51,202 --> 00:16:54,976 You know, I'm using this to get out of camping next time. 479 00:16:54,977 --> 00:16:56,512 Who wants to spend their vacation 480 00:16:56,513 --> 00:16:57,915 sleeping on the ground? 481 00:16:57,916 --> 00:16:59,515 Yeah, I went all the time as a kid. 482 00:16:59,516 --> 00:17:00,784 Hm. I wonder if I did. 483 00:17:00,818 --> 00:17:02,351 I should ask my mom that. 484 00:17:02,385 --> 00:17:04,320 It must be frustrating 485 00:17:04,353 --> 00:17:06,289 not remembering your past. 486 00:17:06,322 --> 00:17:08,090 It was at first, yeah. 487 00:17:08,124 --> 00:17:09,626 I got pretty depressed 488 00:17:09,660 --> 00:17:12,995 trying and failing at getting back to my old life. 489 00:17:14,565 --> 00:17:16,098 I mean, eventually, I just... 490 00:17:16,132 --> 00:17:18,435 decided to stop stressing and start fresh. 491 00:17:18,436 --> 00:17:20,001 I reapplied to pharmacy school, 492 00:17:20,002 --> 00:17:21,505 moved to California, 493 00:17:21,538 --> 00:17:23,941 made some new friends, got a dog, 494 00:17:23,973 --> 00:17:25,476 met Dave. 495 00:17:27,043 --> 00:17:28,946 Sounds like it worked out. 496 00:17:28,978 --> 00:17:32,683 Yeah, it feels like it was supposed to happen this way. 497 00:17:32,716 --> 00:17:33,951 Alright. 498 00:17:33,952 --> 00:17:35,350 I'll go check on your chest X-ray. 499 00:17:35,351 --> 00:17:37,186 Thank you. 500 00:17:37,220 --> 00:17:39,623 Dr. Trosclair to Cardiology. 501 00:17:39,656 --> 00:17:41,558 Dr. Beth Trosclair to Cardiology. 502 00:17:43,059 --> 00:17:45,662 Hey, I, uh, I just said goodbye to Ruiz. 503 00:17:45,696 --> 00:17:47,498 Well, he's in good hands. 504 00:17:47,531 --> 00:17:49,165 Yeah, I know. I know. 505 00:17:49,198 --> 00:17:51,334 I - I just wish I could do more. 506 00:17:51,367 --> 00:17:53,704 Um, you could stay. 507 00:17:53,737 --> 00:17:57,306 Be here when he wakes up. 508 00:17:57,340 --> 00:17:59,375 Dispatch already called. 509 00:17:59,408 --> 00:18:00,644 I gotta get back. 510 00:18:04,380 --> 00:18:06,315 Listen, um... 511 00:18:06,316 --> 00:18:07,850 I promised Pru that we would do 512 00:18:07,851 --> 00:18:09,601 root beer floats tonight, but, um... 513 00:18:12,923 --> 00:18:14,558 It might need to be tomorrow. 514 00:18:16,960 --> 00:18:19,161 You be careful out there, Ben Warren, 515 00:18:19,162 --> 00:18:20,463 and - and you keep me updated. 516 00:18:20,464 --> 00:18:21,765 I will. 517 00:18:26,235 --> 00:18:29,038 I love you, Miranda Bailey. 518 00:18:29,071 --> 00:18:30,373 Always have. 519 00:18:30,406 --> 00:18:31,456 Always will. 520 00:18:38,333 --> 00:18:41,052 Okay. I'll meet you in trauma 2. 521 00:18:41,053 --> 00:18:42,288 Okay, show me. 522 00:18:42,321 --> 00:18:43,371 Okay, the clinic. 523 00:18:44,556 --> 00:18:45,757 Alright, triage tags. 524 00:18:45,758 --> 00:18:47,591 We're using the clinic for overflow. 525 00:18:47,592 --> 00:18:50,296 So anything with a green tag you take there, okay? 526 00:18:50,329 --> 00:18:52,530 Need help? Neuro check in trauma 2. 527 00:18:52,564 --> 00:18:54,066 Yeah, sure. 528 00:18:54,067 --> 00:18:54,966 Have you ever had to make... Coming through. 529 00:18:54,967 --> 00:18:56,601 ...a life-changing decision, 530 00:18:56,602 --> 00:18:58,270 but couldn't talk it through with anyone 531 00:18:58,271 --> 00:18:59,972 due to its confidential nature? 532 00:19:00,006 --> 00:19:02,375 I know about the secret research. Thank God. 533 00:19:02,376 --> 00:19:03,607 Catherine is holding it hostage. 534 00:19:03,608 --> 00:19:06,045 Yeah, Teddy told me. Koracick. 535 00:19:06,046 --> 00:19:07,279 Did she say what she thought we should do? 536 00:19:07,280 --> 00:19:08,613 She said it was up to you, 537 00:19:08,614 --> 00:19:09,647 but she wouldn't mind having a job, though. 538 00:19:09,648 --> 00:19:11,317 I need to work, too, 539 00:19:11,318 --> 00:19:12,483 but we're really getting somewhere with the research. 540 00:19:12,484 --> 00:19:14,220 What would you do? 541 00:19:14,253 --> 00:19:15,988 Why are you laughing? 542 00:19:16,022 --> 00:19:17,290 I don't remember one time 543 00:19:17,291 --> 00:19:18,455 you took my advice when we were married. 544 00:19:18,456 --> 00:19:20,393 Well, I'm asking now. Come on. 545 00:19:20,425 --> 00:19:22,627 I know you, okay? 546 00:19:22,628 --> 00:19:24,329 Somewhere deep in your gut and in your heart, 547 00:19:24,330 --> 00:19:25,462 you already know the answer. 548 00:19:25,463 --> 00:19:26,731 Trust yourself. 549 00:19:26,766 --> 00:19:28,134 Thank you. 550 00:19:28,135 --> 00:19:31,102 But, seriously, what would you do? 551 00:19:31,103 --> 00:19:32,337 I just wouldn't give it to Koracick, 552 00:19:32,338 --> 00:19:34,268 but that's just 'cause I hate that guy. 553 00:19:37,209 --> 00:19:39,644 OR 2 isn't cleared yet. Then find us 554 00:19:39,645 --> 00:19:41,846 They're all full - between multiple burn escharotomies, 555 00:19:41,847 --> 00:19:43,614 maxed out PACU, everything's backed up. 556 00:19:43,615 --> 00:19:44,883 Alright, well tell them the chief 557 00:19:44,884 --> 00:19:46,318 has a severely injured firefighter 558 00:19:46,319 --> 00:19:47,518 whose BP is all over the place - 559 00:19:47,519 --> 00:19:49,453 Okay, don't tell them chief, but tell them - 560 00:19:49,454 --> 00:19:51,357 Oh, that needs to not happen. 561 00:19:53,292 --> 00:19:54,794 JVD. 562 00:19:54,795 --> 00:19:56,694 Muffled heart sounds. No pulse, let's move. 563 00:19:56,695 --> 00:19:59,198 Damn it. He's in PEA from a cardiac tamponade. 564 00:19:59,199 --> 00:20:00,365 Starting chest compressions. 565 00:20:00,366 --> 00:20:01,232 Alright, he needs a thoracotomy. 566 00:20:01,233 --> 00:20:02,733 How much longer till this is clear? 567 00:20:02,734 --> 00:20:04,668 They said five minutes. He'll be dead in two. 568 00:20:04,669 --> 00:20:06,004 Alright, do you have a scalpel on you? Yes. 569 00:20:06,005 --> 00:20:07,505 Go, go, go, good. 570 00:20:07,893 --> 00:20:10,641 Alright. Stop compressions. 571 00:20:10,642 --> 00:20:11,710 We're in a hallway. 572 00:20:11,711 --> 00:20:12,743 Do you want him to die in it? 573 00:20:12,744 --> 00:20:13,879 Stop compressions. 574 00:20:15,047 --> 00:20:16,648 After I get in there, 575 00:20:16,649 --> 00:20:18,216 I'll release the pressure from around the heart. 576 00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:20,027 What - What the hell are you doing?! 577 00:20:22,388 --> 00:20:25,291 Oh, my God, Altman! 578 00:20:27,827 --> 00:20:29,195 What happened? 579 00:20:29,228 --> 00:20:30,729 He said his stomach hurt. 580 00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:32,163 He became hypertensive and then dropped his pressure. 581 00:20:32,164 --> 00:20:33,898 We're trying to keep systolics over 100 582 00:20:33,899 --> 00:20:35,166 and we started a transfusion. 583 00:20:35,167 --> 00:20:37,102 Alright, his anastomosis might be leaking. 584 00:20:37,103 --> 00:20:38,436 Dr. Webber said we did a good job. 585 00:20:38,437 --> 00:20:40,505 Webber let you do it? He supervised us. 586 00:20:40,506 --> 00:20:42,173 He was there the whole time. Every step 587 00:20:42,174 --> 00:20:43,607 Alright, we got to get him back to the OR now. 588 00:20:43,608 --> 00:20:46,012 Page Webber. 589 00:20:46,013 --> 00:20:48,046 Neither one of you come anywhere near it. 590 00:20:48,047 --> 00:20:49,382 Alright. Let's go. Let's go. 591 00:20:49,383 --> 00:20:53,118 Griffith, I need you and Link to pull his chest open 592 00:20:53,119 --> 00:20:54,285 so that I can see the heart. 593 00:20:54,286 --> 00:20:55,286 One on either side. 594 00:20:55,287 --> 00:20:57,189 Dr. Bailey? Altman. 595 00:20:57,223 --> 00:20:58,924 We don't have a rib spreader. 596 00:20:58,958 --> 00:21:01,360 It is the only way. Okay. Ready? Pull. Alright. 597 00:21:01,361 --> 00:21:02,559 Is that enough? Oh, my God. More. 598 00:21:02,560 --> 00:21:04,063 More. Pull. Altman... 599 00:21:04,064 --> 00:21:05,964 Okay, there, there. Pericardium is full of blood. 600 00:21:05,965 --> 00:21:07,966 I need to release the pressure from the heart. 601 00:21:07,967 --> 00:21:09,633 Okay, come on. Come on, there we go. 602 00:21:09,634 --> 00:21:11,103 Is it beating? 603 00:21:11,137 --> 00:21:12,772 There we go. Weakly. 604 00:21:12,805 --> 00:21:14,255 Alright. BP's coming up a bit. 605 00:21:15,707 --> 00:21:17,742 Come on, Theo. We got you. Come on. 606 00:21:17,777 --> 00:21:19,912 We need the damn OR! 607 00:21:25,418 --> 00:21:27,353 Schmitt, can you make room? 608 00:21:27,386 --> 00:21:28,686 Do the babies not know 609 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:31,490 that there's a natural disaster happening right now? 610 00:21:32,590 --> 00:21:34,760 Schmitt, how's Paloma Deshmukh? 611 00:21:34,794 --> 00:21:36,694 Oh, her bilirubin's a little high. 612 00:21:36,695 --> 00:21:38,496 Do you think it could progress to kernicterus? 613 00:21:38,497 --> 00:21:39,564 How high? 614 00:21:39,597 --> 00:21:41,133 Indirect bili is 15. 615 00:21:41,134 --> 00:21:42,333 No, no, she's okay for now, 616 00:21:42,334 --> 00:21:43,802 but just let's keep an eye on her. 617 00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:46,137 You know, I read an article about the prevalence 618 00:21:46,138 --> 00:21:48,139 of kernicterus in South Asian children. 619 00:21:48,140 --> 00:21:50,108 I don't know if you've heard of that one. 620 00:21:50,109 --> 00:21:51,642 I'm oddly fascinated by jaundice. 621 00:21:51,643 --> 00:21:53,478 Maybe 'cause my mom said that I have jaundice - 622 00:21:53,479 --> 00:21:55,114 I get it. You love kids. 623 00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:56,949 You have a genuine, 624 00:21:56,982 --> 00:21:59,051 maybe excessive interest in peds 625 00:21:59,085 --> 00:22:00,820 and you did do a really good job 626 00:22:00,821 --> 00:22:01,752 on that rectal biopsy today, 627 00:22:01,753 --> 00:22:03,155 okay? 628 00:22:03,189 --> 00:22:04,756 Pending your ABSITE score, 629 00:22:04,757 --> 00:22:07,092 I will vouch for you to the fellowship committee, okay? 630 00:22:07,093 --> 00:22:08,894 Thank you. 631 00:22:08,895 --> 00:22:10,261 Page me when you're done charting. 632 00:22:10,262 --> 00:22:11,997 Okay. 633 00:22:12,031 --> 00:22:13,598 Congratulations. Thanks. 634 00:22:13,631 --> 00:22:15,301 Your competitive advantage 635 00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:17,570 is annoying people into recommendations. 636 00:22:17,602 --> 00:22:19,171 That felt unnecessary. 637 00:22:19,205 --> 00:22:20,439 Well... 638 00:22:20,473 --> 00:22:21,639 No. Ohh. 639 00:22:21,673 --> 00:22:22,775 No, no, no. 640 00:22:22,808 --> 00:22:25,578 Ah. 641 00:22:25,579 --> 00:22:27,779 You made a dig, and the power almost went out. 642 00:22:27,780 --> 00:22:29,547 How bad would you feel for all of these babies 643 00:22:29,548 --> 00:22:31,118 if it hadn't have come back on? 644 00:22:33,886 --> 00:22:36,489 Jo? Oh, my God. Hey, Jo? 645 00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:38,190 Jo. 646 00:22:38,224 --> 00:22:39,525 Hey, I need some help! 647 00:22:57,033 --> 00:22:59,368 I just finished a - 648 00:22:59,402 --> 00:23:00,503 I lost him. 649 00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:02,334 By the time I opened him, 650 00:23:02,368 --> 00:23:04,538 his entire blood supply was in his abdomen. 651 00:23:04,789 --> 00:23:06,838 I'm sorry. 652 00:23:06,839 --> 00:23:08,207 Millin and Yasuda said 653 00:23:08,240 --> 00:23:09,909 they did the anastomosis. 654 00:23:09,942 --> 00:23:12,172 That's a lot of responsibility for interns. 655 00:23:12,178 --> 00:23:14,146 Repairing a ruptured aorta? 656 00:23:14,180 --> 00:23:16,415 I barely let my third years do that. 657 00:23:16,416 --> 00:23:17,681 They were ready to step up. 658 00:23:17,682 --> 00:23:18,783 Clearly, they weren't. 659 00:23:18,784 --> 00:23:21,120 His posterior wall was a mess. 660 00:23:23,255 --> 00:23:24,722 Posterior wall? 661 00:23:24,756 --> 00:23:26,825 Yes. They need more practice 662 00:23:26,859 --> 00:23:29,629 before I let them near another one of my patients again. 663 00:23:35,601 --> 00:23:37,002 Have more lap pads ready. 664 00:23:37,003 --> 00:23:38,403 Where is all this bleeding coming from? 665 00:23:38,404 --> 00:23:40,005 Let's go quadrant by quadrant. 666 00:23:40,006 --> 00:23:41,873 His company supervisor is asking for an update. 667 00:23:41,874 --> 00:23:43,775 Let's hold off. 668 00:23:43,776 --> 00:23:44,776 I want to be able to give them positive news. 669 00:23:44,777 --> 00:23:46,111 And we are not there yet. 670 00:23:46,145 --> 00:23:47,715 We can use an extra set of hands. 671 00:23:47,745 --> 00:23:49,735 Scrubbing in. Griffith, check my phone. 672 00:23:49,736 --> 00:23:51,115 You want me to break scrub? 673 00:23:51,116 --> 00:23:53,219 No, I want you to look at my phone 674 00:23:53,252 --> 00:23:56,121 and see if I have any missed calls or texts from Ben. 675 00:23:56,155 --> 00:23:57,223 Nurse. 676 00:23:59,158 --> 00:24:01,293 It's a new TED Health Podcast. 677 00:24:01,294 --> 00:24:02,726 The SMA's avulsed from the aorta - 678 00:24:02,727 --> 00:24:04,396 he is bleeding out. 679 00:24:04,397 --> 00:24:05,964 Alright, if we don't repair the blood flow 680 00:24:05,965 --> 00:24:07,165 to his leg soon, I'll have to amputate. 681 00:24:07,166 --> 00:24:08,967 We are not amputating. More suction. 682 00:24:08,968 --> 00:24:10,902 All due respect, It's usually the trauma surgeon 683 00:24:10,903 --> 00:24:12,938 who reminds me life comes before limb. 684 00:24:12,972 --> 00:24:14,362 What about now, Griffith? 685 00:24:14,363 --> 00:24:17,609 Dangerously close to the point of no return. 686 00:24:17,610 --> 00:24:18,877 This man live for his job. 687 00:24:18,911 --> 00:24:21,081 If we can save both, I'm taking that chance. 688 00:24:23,249 --> 00:24:25,359 Griffith? John Doe trauma, ETA 5 minutes. 689 00:24:27,286 --> 00:24:29,936 Alright, we need to get distal and proximal control. 690 00:24:29,989 --> 00:24:33,225 About to die. 691 00:24:33,226 --> 00:24:35,660 Our best bet is a saphenous vein graft to reconstruct... 692 00:24:35,661 --> 00:24:36,694 I love you, Miranda Bailey. 693 00:24:36,695 --> 00:24:38,130 Always have. 694 00:24:38,131 --> 00:24:38,997 Bailey, what do you think? 695 00:24:38,998 --> 00:24:40,499 Always will. Bailey? 696 00:24:40,532 --> 00:24:41,734 Bailey. 697 00:24:41,766 --> 00:24:43,335 I think, um... 698 00:24:43,369 --> 00:24:45,770 I... 699 00:24:45,771 --> 00:24:47,171 I think I-I shouldn't be here. 700 00:24:47,172 --> 00:24:48,407 Helm. 701 00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:49,742 Can you...? 702 00:24:49,743 --> 00:24:50,842 Alright, Helm, get in here. 703 00:24:50,843 --> 00:24:52,611 Put your hand right here. 704 00:24:54,780 --> 00:24:56,649 More irrigation. Thank you, Bokhee. 705 00:24:56,682 --> 00:24:58,450 More suction. 706 00:24:58,484 --> 00:24:59,718 Yep. 707 00:25:01,620 --> 00:25:03,022 Hey. 708 00:25:05,190 --> 00:25:06,240 Hm. Here. 709 00:25:08,460 --> 00:25:10,629 And your test results came back normal. 710 00:25:12,031 --> 00:25:13,966 I feel a lot better. Thanks for asking. 711 00:25:13,967 --> 00:25:18,069 I see why you get high marks on your bedside manner. 712 00:25:18,070 --> 00:25:20,205 I thought we were friends. 713 00:25:20,239 --> 00:25:22,508 You live in my loft practically rent-free. 714 00:25:22,541 --> 00:25:24,143 Your check bounced twice. 715 00:25:24,144 --> 00:25:25,843 Is that your way of saying we're landlord-tenant? 716 00:25:25,844 --> 00:25:26,979 What's your deal? 717 00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:30,590 Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant? 718 00:25:31,050 --> 00:25:32,418 I'm what? 719 00:25:35,020 --> 00:25:36,388 Oh. 720 00:25:36,422 --> 00:25:38,023 I guess that's why. 721 00:25:39,758 --> 00:25:41,226 Congratulations. 722 00:25:49,268 --> 00:25:51,378 You look like your mother sitting up here. 723 00:25:58,844 --> 00:26:00,045 Before she got sick, 724 00:26:00,079 --> 00:26:01,246 did she... 725 00:26:01,280 --> 00:26:02,970 tell you about her last surgery? 726 00:26:03,749 --> 00:26:05,017 No. 727 00:26:06,218 --> 00:26:08,387 She was probably in denial about it. 728 00:26:08,420 --> 00:26:11,690 I'm sure there was no post-op cake or retirement party. 729 00:26:11,724 --> 00:26:13,359 Sounds like Ellis. 730 00:26:13,392 --> 00:26:16,028 If I had to guess, I'd say it was probably a Whipple 731 00:26:16,061 --> 00:26:18,564 or definitely something to do with the pancreas. 732 00:26:18,597 --> 00:26:20,332 Oh, she loved the pancreas. 733 00:26:20,366 --> 00:26:22,234 She said that was the one organ 734 00:26:22,235 --> 00:26:23,768 that was more stubborn than she was. 735 00:26:23,769 --> 00:26:24,937 Sounds like Ellis. 736 00:26:24,938 --> 00:26:28,106 You know, I've been thinking about her 737 00:26:28,107 --> 00:26:31,343 so much lately with my research. 738 00:26:31,344 --> 00:26:34,379 And I've been wondering how much of stubborn Ellis was Ellis 739 00:26:34,380 --> 00:26:36,581 and how much of it was Alzheimer's festering 740 00:26:36,582 --> 00:26:38,332 before we ever even knew she had it. 741 00:26:39,418 --> 00:26:40,468 Hm. 742 00:26:43,288 --> 00:26:45,090 You know... 743 00:26:45,124 --> 00:26:47,326 I think my time might be up. 744 00:26:49,161 --> 00:26:51,764 Hey, well, I know I've said it before. 745 00:26:51,798 --> 00:26:54,233 I know I've taken breaks from the OR in the past, 746 00:26:54,266 --> 00:26:57,269 but this time it feels different. 747 00:26:57,302 --> 00:26:59,538 It feels like... 748 00:26:59,571 --> 00:27:01,974 I need to think about putting the scalpel down. 749 00:27:02,007 --> 00:27:04,778 But I've been a surgeon a long time. 750 00:27:04,811 --> 00:27:07,212 I'm afraid if I stop, I won't know who I am. 751 00:27:07,246 --> 00:27:10,115 I get that more than you know. 752 00:27:10,149 --> 00:27:12,251 Well, I talked to Catherine. 753 00:27:12,252 --> 00:27:14,685 Sounds like you've got some tough decisions to make. 754 00:27:14,686 --> 00:27:16,555 I don't really have a choice. 755 00:27:16,588 --> 00:27:18,825 Well, you may not like the options, 756 00:27:18,858 --> 00:27:20,392 but you always have a choice. 757 00:28:12,578 --> 00:28:14,546 Dr. Bailey. 758 00:28:14,580 --> 00:28:16,648 Uh, Griffith, you should be in the OR. 759 00:28:16,682 --> 00:28:18,283 He's stabilized. 760 00:28:18,317 --> 00:28:20,667 At this point, we're more concerned about you. 761 00:28:22,187 --> 00:28:23,957 Anything I can do? 762 00:28:23,989 --> 00:28:26,793 Can you make it rain? 763 00:28:28,227 --> 00:28:31,697 My husband's a firefighter. 764 00:28:31,730 --> 00:28:35,634 He runs toward the danger every day, 765 00:28:35,667 --> 00:28:38,003 but today... Whole nother level. 766 00:28:38,036 --> 00:28:42,207 It's a nightmare. 767 00:28:43,843 --> 00:28:46,311 I keep reminding myself 768 00:28:46,345 --> 00:28:49,481 that he knows what he's doing. 769 00:28:49,515 --> 00:28:54,019 And I try not to think about his impulsive nature 770 00:28:54,052 --> 00:28:57,356 or his penchant for heroics. 771 00:28:57,389 --> 00:28:59,391 We have an agreement. 772 00:28:59,424 --> 00:29:02,027 I can text him as many times as I want. 773 00:29:02,060 --> 00:29:04,898 And he always, always responds. 774 00:29:04,931 --> 00:29:07,332 But today, he... 775 00:29:09,903 --> 00:29:12,253 I mean, it's - it's - it's been a couple of hours. 776 00:29:12,271 --> 00:29:14,681 I heard the cell service isn't good in that area. 777 00:29:19,044 --> 00:29:20,094 Ben Warren? 778 00:29:20,112 --> 00:29:22,581 Benjamin Warren. Why? 779 00:29:24,116 --> 00:29:26,218 Safe. 780 00:29:26,219 --> 00:29:27,318 Updated 2 minutes ago 781 00:29:27,319 --> 00:29:29,087 by the Seattle Fire Department. 782 00:29:29,121 --> 00:29:31,089 What - What - What is this? 783 00:29:34,928 --> 00:29:36,562 Is - Is this real? 784 00:29:36,595 --> 00:29:39,364 It's a database to help people find their people. 785 00:29:39,398 --> 00:29:41,433 Dorian's mom used to work for the city. 786 00:29:41,434 --> 00:29:43,234 She sent the link to a bunch of her contacts 787 00:29:43,235 --> 00:29:44,635 to help track first responders. 788 00:29:44,636 --> 00:29:46,204 He's okay. 789 00:29:46,238 --> 00:29:48,041 Mm. 790 00:29:48,073 --> 00:29:49,809 Oh. 791 00:29:49,842 --> 00:29:51,543 Thank God. I - 792 00:29:51,577 --> 00:29:53,312 Thank you. 793 00:29:53,345 --> 00:29:55,547 Thank - Thank you. 794 00:29:55,581 --> 00:29:57,549 It's - It's... 795 00:30:12,333 --> 00:30:15,471 Oh, did you send your files to Tom? 796 00:30:15,504 --> 00:30:17,138 They're online. 797 00:30:17,139 --> 00:30:19,374 Good, as long as his assistant knows where to upload 798 00:30:19,375 --> 00:30:21,409 or download - I never know which one it is. 799 00:30:21,410 --> 00:30:22,800 They're on the NIH website. 800 00:30:24,613 --> 00:30:27,516 You posted your research? 801 00:30:27,517 --> 00:30:29,016 That belongs to the foundation. 802 00:30:29,017 --> 00:30:30,818 You have no right. 803 00:30:30,852 --> 00:30:34,155 I sent in an abstract that I wrote on my personal computer. 804 00:30:34,189 --> 00:30:35,690 That means nothing. 805 00:30:35,723 --> 00:30:37,526 You have a contract with us, dear. 806 00:30:37,527 --> 00:30:38,593 No, I've already resigned. 807 00:30:38,594 --> 00:30:39,727 Resigned to who? 808 00:30:39,761 --> 00:30:40,895 Richard. 809 00:30:40,896 --> 00:30:41,962 Oh. 810 00:30:41,963 --> 00:30:43,413 This is too important to me, 811 00:30:43,414 --> 00:30:44,932 and I don't want to play the politics 812 00:30:44,933 --> 00:30:47,001 or the games with you, Catherine. 813 00:30:47,035 --> 00:30:49,572 It isn't fair to the patients or their families. 814 00:30:49,573 --> 00:30:51,271 You have no idea what you've done. 815 00:30:51,272 --> 00:30:53,375 Actually, I do. 816 00:30:53,409 --> 00:30:54,842 Goodbye, Catherine. 817 00:30:54,876 --> 00:30:56,579 You are just like your mother. 818 00:30:59,047 --> 00:31:01,182 Great. That means I'll win. 819 00:31:03,751 --> 00:31:05,119 Dr. Call to the Cath Lab. 820 00:31:05,153 --> 00:31:06,622 Dr. Katie Call to the Cath Lab. 821 00:31:09,224 --> 00:31:11,192 Are you okay? Hey. 822 00:31:11,226 --> 00:31:12,361 I heard you fainted. 823 00:31:12,394 --> 00:31:14,563 I'm... 824 00:31:14,597 --> 00:31:16,432 I'm just tired. 825 00:31:16,465 --> 00:31:18,634 The air quality isn't helping either. 826 00:31:18,667 --> 00:31:20,569 Okay. You want to sit for a minute? 827 00:31:20,603 --> 00:31:21,970 We could be here all night. 828 00:31:21,971 --> 00:31:23,003 Let me bring you some food. 829 00:31:23,004 --> 00:31:24,806 I'm good. I'm okay. 830 00:31:24,839 --> 00:31:25,940 You sure? Yeah. 831 00:31:25,974 --> 00:31:27,610 Yeah. I'll see you later. 832 00:31:32,747 --> 00:31:35,149 The world is literally burning down. 833 00:31:35,150 --> 00:31:37,117 Do we have to work on the schedule tonight? 834 00:31:37,118 --> 00:31:39,186 These residents put in their vacation requests 835 00:31:39,187 --> 00:31:40,389 like two weeks ago. 836 00:31:40,390 --> 00:31:42,189 What resident has time for vacation? 837 00:31:42,190 --> 00:31:43,758 Me. 838 00:31:43,791 --> 00:31:45,494 I got eight weeks from Webber. 839 00:31:45,495 --> 00:31:47,027 I've got to buy my tickets for Paris. 840 00:31:47,028 --> 00:31:48,464 Ohh. 841 00:31:48,497 --> 00:31:49,598 ABSITE scores are in. 842 00:31:51,332 --> 00:31:54,068 55th percentile. Nice. 843 00:31:54,102 --> 00:31:55,203 What'd you get? 844 00:31:56,871 --> 00:31:58,641 62nd. That's great. 845 00:31:58,674 --> 00:32:00,842 Anything above 50 is gold, 846 00:32:00,843 --> 00:32:02,510 especially for a fifth-year resident. 847 00:32:02,511 --> 00:32:05,013 Not if you want a peds fellowship. 848 00:32:07,148 --> 00:32:09,451 I need to rethink my entire life. 849 00:32:09,485 --> 00:32:12,588 Want to rethink it with me in Paris? 850 00:32:20,295 --> 00:32:22,263 Can I get you a chair? 851 00:32:22,297 --> 00:32:25,099 Not if you want me to ever stand up again. 852 00:32:25,133 --> 00:32:28,102 Well, I heard the fire's at 30% containment. 853 00:32:28,136 --> 00:32:29,471 Is that good? 854 00:32:29,505 --> 00:32:30,872 I don't know anymore. 855 00:32:34,075 --> 00:32:36,878 If this day ever ends, you want to grab dinner at Joe's? 856 00:32:38,313 --> 00:32:40,003 Everything smells like ash to me. 857 00:32:41,149 --> 00:32:42,351 A drink? 858 00:32:42,384 --> 00:32:44,434 I don't know if that's what I need either. 859 00:32:47,723 --> 00:32:49,123 My place? 860 00:32:49,157 --> 00:32:50,992 Sounds good. 861 00:32:51,025 --> 00:32:54,730 Um, Ndugu, can we talk? 862 00:32:54,763 --> 00:32:56,230 I'll catch up with you later. 863 00:32:59,867 --> 00:33:02,837 I need to tell you about Garrett's anastomosis. 864 00:33:02,870 --> 00:33:05,039 Millin and Yasuda were not at fault. 865 00:33:07,576 --> 00:33:09,712 We finished the anterior wall and... 866 00:33:09,785 --> 00:33:12,946 Oh, excuse me. Excuse me. My girlfriend... 867 00:33:12,947 --> 00:33:14,181 She can't breathe, and I can't find her doctor. 868 00:33:14,182 --> 00:33:15,215 Can you please help? 869 00:33:15,216 --> 00:33:16,283 Look, I don't know what happened. 870 00:33:16,284 --> 00:33:17,974 We were just talking a second ago. 871 00:33:18,687 --> 00:33:20,088 You're asthmatic, right? 872 00:33:20,089 --> 00:33:21,456 I'll give you some albuterol. 873 00:33:21,457 --> 00:33:22,524 Okay. Hang on, honey. 874 00:33:22,558 --> 00:33:24,158 Okay. Take a deep breath. 875 00:33:26,227 --> 00:33:27,529 Good, good. 876 00:33:27,563 --> 00:33:28,831 Take another one. 877 00:33:30,799 --> 00:33:32,601 You feel better? 878 00:33:35,771 --> 00:33:36,938 Do I know you? 879 00:33:39,408 --> 00:33:40,942 It just... 880 00:33:40,975 --> 00:33:42,611 It really feels like I know you. 881 00:33:44,646 --> 00:33:46,114 No. 882 00:33:46,147 --> 00:33:47,215 Here. 883 00:33:49,752 --> 00:33:51,754 Adams, she's all set. 884 00:33:51,755 --> 00:33:54,287 Make sure to get her another inhaler before she goes. 885 00:33:54,288 --> 00:33:56,625 Uh, can you monitor her for me? 886 00:33:56,658 --> 00:33:59,628 Dorian's transport's here, and I'd like goodbye. 887 00:33:59,629 --> 00:34:01,562 Yeah, I don't think that's a good idea. 888 00:34:01,563 --> 00:34:03,399 Youknow her, don't you? 889 00:34:03,432 --> 00:34:05,242 What - you two hook up or something? 890 00:34:06,668 --> 00:34:08,202 She was my fiancée. 891 00:34:17,446 --> 00:34:20,616 Hey, Bailey's low-key taking a head count. 892 00:34:20,649 --> 00:34:22,399 We might want to get back upstairs. 893 00:34:25,253 --> 00:34:27,255 Sorry. 894 00:34:27,288 --> 00:34:29,758 I - I'm so sorry that I ratted us out to Ndugu. 895 00:34:29,759 --> 00:34:31,091 I know he's kind of your mentor. 896 00:34:31,092 --> 00:34:32,361 No, he died. 897 00:34:34,095 --> 00:34:36,130 Garrett died. 898 00:34:36,164 --> 00:34:37,499 What? 899 00:34:37,533 --> 00:34:38,901 - Oh, my God. - Yeah. 900 00:34:38,933 --> 00:34:41,002 We - We sewed his aorta. 901 00:34:41,035 --> 00:34:43,605 Yeah. 902 00:34:52,714 --> 00:34:54,081 Okay. 903 00:34:55,784 --> 00:34:57,486 Yeah, yeah, this isn't working. 904 00:34:57,519 --> 00:34:58,854 This isn't working. 905 00:35:01,390 --> 00:35:03,759 Okay. Come and sit down. Hold still. 906 00:35:03,792 --> 00:35:06,127 Okay. Here, alright? 907 00:35:09,498 --> 00:35:10,699 Anything? 908 00:35:10,732 --> 00:35:12,367 Not really. 909 00:35:15,804 --> 00:35:17,374 Okay, what about now? Better? 910 00:35:28,990 --> 00:35:33,320 Today did not go at all how I thought it would. 911 00:35:33,321 --> 00:35:34,556 Yep. Same. 912 00:35:34,590 --> 00:35:36,090 Mm. Hey. 913 00:35:37,325 --> 00:35:38,694 Come with me. 914 00:35:38,727 --> 00:35:40,529 Is it Bailey? No, not her. 915 00:35:42,397 --> 00:35:43,732 ABSITE scores came in. 916 00:35:44,999 --> 00:35:46,167 Yes! 917 00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:47,536 73rd percentile. 918 00:35:47,569 --> 00:35:48,704 Same. 919 00:35:50,506 --> 00:35:52,039 78th percentile. 920 00:35:52,073 --> 00:35:53,542 Hey. 921 00:35:53,575 --> 00:35:55,176 Griffith. How'd you do? 922 00:35:55,209 --> 00:35:57,044 75th. 923 00:35:57,078 --> 00:35:58,179 We all aced it. 924 00:35:58,212 --> 00:35:59,414 Yeah. 925 00:36:00,883 --> 00:36:02,985 Why does this feel... 926 00:36:03,017 --> 00:36:04,686 weird? 927 00:36:04,720 --> 00:36:06,350 That's why I was looking for you. 928 00:36:09,591 --> 00:36:12,026 Hey! We're gonna miss you here. 929 00:36:12,027 --> 00:36:14,395 Yeah, see if they'll stop for a cheeseburger on your way. 930 00:36:14,396 --> 00:36:15,564 Hey, doctor's orders. 931 00:36:15,597 --> 00:36:18,199 I already did. Fries, too. 932 00:36:18,232 --> 00:36:19,535 Pace yourself. 933 00:36:19,536 --> 00:36:20,601 I will. 934 00:36:20,602 --> 00:36:22,771 Thank you... 935 00:36:22,804 --> 00:36:23,972 for everything. 936 00:36:25,941 --> 00:36:29,545 A-And thank you for, uh, making the database today. 937 00:36:29,578 --> 00:36:31,947 You helped a lot of people. 938 00:36:31,980 --> 00:36:33,849 That was all Adams. 939 00:36:33,882 --> 00:36:35,584 I just helped get it out there. 940 00:36:37,486 --> 00:36:38,854 Take care of yourself, man. 941 00:36:49,063 --> 00:36:51,033 Your ABSITE score came in. 942 00:36:52,734 --> 00:36:54,364 It was the highest in your class. 943 00:36:59,942 --> 00:37:02,112 I gotta go change for my meeting with Dr. Fox. 944 00:37:05,914 --> 00:37:07,315 So, how'd it go with Ruiz? 945 00:37:07,349 --> 00:37:11,152 Oh, I had to reconstruct his SMA, and he's stable now. 946 00:37:11,185 --> 00:37:13,589 Link was able to save his leg. 947 00:37:13,590 --> 00:37:15,121 Thank you for standing up for me. 948 00:37:15,122 --> 00:37:16,524 That might have been my last surgery. 949 00:37:16,525 --> 00:37:18,894 Or not. You did save a firefighter. 950 00:37:18,895 --> 00:37:21,094 Yeah. Is that enough to change Catherine's mind? 951 00:37:21,095 --> 00:37:22,731 Hm. Oh! 952 00:37:22,764 --> 00:37:25,467 I just blew up my life. 953 00:37:25,500 --> 00:37:27,335 Meredith and I published. 954 00:37:27,336 --> 00:37:28,469 Definitely not enough. 955 00:37:28,470 --> 00:37:29,671 So, how are you feeling? 956 00:37:29,705 --> 00:37:30,806 Mm. 957 00:37:30,839 --> 00:37:33,675 Strangely calm for being unemployed. 958 00:37:38,447 --> 00:37:40,314 Okay. 959 00:37:45,787 --> 00:37:47,456 Much like with surgery, 960 00:37:47,489 --> 00:37:50,759 life is full of calculated risks. Okay. 961 00:37:50,792 --> 00:37:54,128 We often make sacrifices in hopes of better outcomes. 962 00:37:54,161 --> 00:37:56,365 Not every gamble pays off the way we hoped. 963 00:37:58,967 --> 00:38:01,470 So we ask ourselves, 964 00:38:01,503 --> 00:38:03,853 what are we willing to give up? Coming through. 965 00:38:15,050 --> 00:38:17,284 What can we leave behind? 966 00:38:21,857 --> 00:38:23,190 What are you doing here? 967 00:38:26,028 --> 00:38:27,478 Came to see how your day went. 968 00:38:27,479 --> 00:38:30,731 So, did you, uh, did you save your research 969 00:38:30,732 --> 00:38:32,367 or burn everything down? 970 00:38:32,401 --> 00:38:33,802 What if I said both? 971 00:38:33,835 --> 00:38:36,738 Well... that wouldn't surprise me. 972 00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:38,402 It's one of your best qualities. 973 00:38:39,708 --> 00:38:41,376 My ability to sabotage my life? 974 00:38:41,410 --> 00:38:42,678 No. 975 00:38:42,711 --> 00:38:44,546 Fight for what you believe in. 976 00:38:44,579 --> 00:38:47,529 You'll put everything on the line when you want something. 977 00:38:47,530 --> 00:38:50,283 Mm. It does make it hard to know where you stand 978 00:38:50,284 --> 00:38:51,720 when you're sidelined. 979 00:38:51,753 --> 00:38:53,443 I told you I wanted a life with you. 980 00:38:53,455 --> 00:38:54,990 No, you described your life, 981 00:38:55,023 --> 00:38:56,858 and you asked if I was in. 982 00:38:56,892 --> 00:39:00,062 You know, I've - I had a life, too, before we met. 983 00:39:00,095 --> 00:39:01,997 It was great. It was simple. I loved it. 984 00:39:02,030 --> 00:39:04,499 And then I met you... 985 00:39:04,500 --> 00:39:06,867 and I've followed you across the country twice. 986 00:39:06,868 --> 00:39:09,103 Every time you've asked, I've given you space and time. 987 00:39:09,104 --> 00:39:11,073 I agreed to run a residency program 988 00:39:11,074 --> 00:39:11,972 with interns you hired. 989 00:39:11,973 --> 00:39:13,442 Am I in? 990 00:39:13,475 --> 00:39:15,110 I've been in. 991 00:39:15,143 --> 00:39:17,133 I've been in, and I can't seem to get out. 992 00:39:17,134 --> 00:39:19,146 If you said you were moving, 993 00:39:19,147 --> 00:39:20,313 I'd probably follow you again... 994 00:39:20,314 --> 00:39:22,384 as inexplicable as that is. 995 00:39:22,417 --> 00:39:23,852 But here's the thing. 996 00:39:23,885 --> 00:39:25,420 I'd rather not follow you. 997 00:39:25,454 --> 00:39:26,788 I'd rather do it with you. 998 00:39:27,723 --> 00:39:29,323 Side by side, partners. 999 00:39:29,324 --> 00:39:32,460 Long after you've forgotten who I am, 1000 00:39:32,461 --> 00:39:34,628 or I don't know, maybe I'll have forgotten you first. 1001 00:39:34,629 --> 00:39:36,597 Well, then we'd get to meet over and over again. 1002 00:39:36,598 --> 00:39:38,533 I mean... 1003 00:39:38,567 --> 00:39:40,977 wouldn't be the worst way to spend an afternoon. 1004 00:39:54,149 --> 00:39:56,250 What do we need to live? 1005 00:39:56,283 --> 00:39:58,220 So that thing you said about moving... 1006 00:39:58,252 --> 00:40:00,254 Oh, boy, here we go. Let me guess. 1007 00:40:00,287 --> 00:40:03,058 Chicago, San Francisco, Orlando... 1008 00:40:03,091 --> 00:40:05,093 God, please, don't say Orlando. 1009 00:40:05,127 --> 00:40:07,629 I was thinking Chestnut Hill. 1010 00:40:07,662 --> 00:40:09,631 What? You want to go see that house? 1011 00:40:09,664 --> 00:40:11,099 Well, we probably should 1012 00:40:11,133 --> 00:40:13,435 because I put an offer on it this morning. 1013 00:40:13,468 --> 00:40:15,070 Are you serious? Yes. 1014 00:40:15,103 --> 00:40:17,439 And if you hate it, we can back out. 1015 00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:19,507 But, I don't know, just going to take a tour 1016 00:40:19,508 --> 00:40:21,610 didn't seem like grand enough a gesture. 1017 00:40:21,643 --> 00:40:23,779 What makes life worth living? 1018 00:40:24,178 --> 00:40:27,381 What are we willing to put on the line 1019 00:40:27,382 --> 00:40:29,251 when a life is at stake? 1020 00:40:29,283 --> 00:40:33,255 Remind me what you were thinking 1021 00:40:33,287 --> 00:40:35,157 when you attempted the thoracotomy 1022 00:40:35,190 --> 00:40:36,691 on Mr. Sutton. 1023 00:40:36,725 --> 00:40:38,794 I thought he was going to die. 1024 00:40:38,827 --> 00:40:40,294 You got that right. 1025 00:40:42,964 --> 00:40:45,000 Alright. 1026 00:40:45,033 --> 00:40:49,371 Regarding the GME recommendation that you - 1027 00:40:49,404 --> 00:40:51,873 Excuse - Hello. 1028 00:40:51,907 --> 00:40:53,108 I'm having a meeting. 1029 00:40:53,141 --> 00:40:54,509 We know. 1030 00:40:55,744 --> 00:40:57,779 We want to urge you to reject 1031 00:40:57,813 --> 00:41:00,382 the GME Council's recommendation for Dr. Adams. 1032 00:41:00,415 --> 00:41:01,883 And why would I do that? 1033 00:41:01,917 --> 00:41:05,453 Well, Adams completed Bailey's procedure logs, 1034 00:41:05,487 --> 00:41:06,988 as did we all, 1035 00:41:07,022 --> 00:41:09,312 and we think that should count for something. 1036 00:41:10,192 --> 00:41:12,326 Oh, we're human. 1037 00:41:12,360 --> 00:41:13,829 We can't avoid mistakes. 1038 00:41:13,830 --> 00:41:15,996 What's important is learning not to repeat them. 1039 00:41:15,997 --> 00:41:17,898 Look, we all push each other to be better, 1040 00:41:17,899 --> 00:41:20,135 and it wouldn't be the same without him. 1041 00:41:20,168 --> 00:41:21,570 You know as well as we do 1042 00:41:21,571 --> 00:41:23,103 how demanding intern year is, 1043 00:41:23,104 --> 00:41:26,541 but we're working through it together. 1044 00:41:26,575 --> 00:41:28,476 We don't want to leave anyone behind... 1045 00:41:28,510 --> 00:41:30,011 or lose anyone. 1046 00:41:32,380 --> 00:41:34,749 If Adams goes... 1047 00:41:34,750 --> 00:41:35,783 What? 1048 00:41:35,784 --> 00:41:38,153 You all go? 1049 00:41:38,186 --> 00:41:41,256 Is that really a threat you want to make right now? 1050 00:41:42,924 --> 00:41:45,493 I could have all of you replaced by tomorrow. 1051 00:41:45,527 --> 00:41:47,262 What about me? 1052 00:41:50,398 --> 00:41:51,533 Can you replace me? 1053 00:41:55,904 --> 00:41:59,074 How much are we ready to lose... 1054 00:41:59,107 --> 00:42:00,609 if things don't break our way? 1055 00:42:00,659 --> 00:42:05,209 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0